"Never think that you're alone. Think of yourself as a crayon. You might not be someone's favorite color, but one day they're going to need you to complete their picture."

Merindukan kehadiran kak Dini Fitratun Nida, bang Reza Hidayat, kak Zahrah Nurfadhilah, Mas Iim, dan kak Nengsih Zulhijah di sekolah. Mereka yang telah 2 tahun belakangan selalu ada untuk tempatku bertanya, berkompromi, berdiskusi, bercanda, dan "bermanja" sebagai seorang adik ketika di sekolah. Namun kini, aku lah yang berada di posisi mereka sebagaimana mereka terhadapku dulu. Entah kapan aku bisa sekuat dan sehebat mereka. Ana uhibbukum fillah ya akhi wa ukhti.

Dan kini, aku hanya berjuang sendirian di tengah keramaian. Tak ada lagi senyum yang menyokong dan menyemangati ku. Kecuali Allah. Haha... Nasib anak kelas 3.. XD

"If somebody points out your mistakes, then be happy--at least someone is interested in what you have done and bothers to correct it."

Simple Plan-Thank You

I thought that I could always count on you,

I thought that nothing could become between us two.

We said as long as we would stick together,

We'd be alright,

We'd be ok.

But I was stupid

And you broke me down

I'll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,

That best friends can not be trusted,

And thank you for lying to me,

Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back

Yeah!

I wonder why it always has to hurt,

For every blessing that you have to learn.

I won't forget what you did to me,

How you showed me things,

I wish I'd never seen.

But I was stupid,

And you broke me down,

I'll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,

That best friends can not be trusted,

And thank you for lying to me,

Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again,

You'll remember me my friend,

You'll be wishing I was there for you.

I'll be the one you'll miss the most,

But you'll only find my ghost.

As time goes by,

You'll wonder why,

You're all alone.

So thank you for showing me,

That best friends can not be trusted,

And thank you for lying to me,

Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.

So thank you, for lying to me,

So thank you, for all the times you let me down

So thank you, for lying to me,

So thank you, your friendship you can have it back

Kok lagu ini bisa pas ama keadaan kita ya? Tapi bedanya, di masalah kita, aku lah yang menyakitimu,, hufft.. maafkan aku RDA :(

Quote for gossipers

"Gossipers are worse than thieves because they steal another person's dignity, honor, reputation and credibility which are impossible to restore. So remember this: when your feet slip, you can always recover your balance; but when your tongue slips, you cannot recover your words."

Nancep

"karena aku mencintaimu, tak ku biarkan tangan ini menyentuhmu..

Karena aku mencintaimu, tak ku rela memandang tanpa sekat..

Karena aku mencintaimu, ku tak akan mnyentuhmu, menjamahmu, sampai batas akhir senja ujung waktu..

Meski hati ini bergolak, jangan biarkan aku merampas hatimu, sebelum tiba waktuku..

Palingkan pandangku, jauhi aku, jaga interaksiku..

Mari kita jaga, karena aku mencintaimu..

Kelak ingin kujemput engkau utuh, tak tersentuh. Karena caraku mencintaimu.."

(dan janganlah kamu mendekati zina, sesungguhnya zina adalah suatu perbuatan yg keji dan suatu jalan yg buruk.. Q.S. Al-Isra' 32)

Nice quote from Shinichi Kudo

"If you want to look sexy, then cover up! Being mysterious is much sexier than showing every inch of yourself."

Linkin Park-From the Inside

i don't know who to trust
no surprise
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts sift through dust
and the lies
trying not to break
but i'm so tired of this deceit
every time i try to make myself
get back up on my feet
all i ever think about is this
all the tiring time between
and how
trying to put my trust in you
just takes so much out of me

Chorus:
i take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause i swear  for the last time
i won't trust myself with you

tension is building inside
steadily
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts forcing their way
out of me
but i'm so tired of this deceit
every time i try to make myself
get back up on my feet
all i ever think about is this
all the tiring time between
and how
trying to put my trust in you
just takes so much out of me

(back to chorus)

i won't trust myself with you
i won't waste myself on you
waste myself on you
you

Pretty immature of me, isn't it?

Selalu orang lain yang bermanja-manja padaku. Selalu menjadi tempat curhat. Selalu menjadi tempat meminta solusi. Dan lainnya. Aku senang. Ya, senang karena bisa menolong orang banyak dan diakui "ADA". Tapi masalahnya, aku sendiri saja tidak punya seseorang untuk bisa seperti itu. Haha,, pretty immature of me, isn't it?

Freindship's Quote this Week

Terkadang bukan karena langkah kita yang berbeda lah kita berjauhan.Tapi memang karena hati kita yang tak lagi saling bertautan. Ada masa dimana keindahan pertemanan dapat dirasakan begitu indah, yaitu ketika kita memang telah satu jalan dengan teman kita itu. Namun, juga ada masa dimana pertemanan itu menjadi mengerikan, yaitu dikala kita telah berbeda persimpangan dan jalan. Susah tuk kembali sejalan. Semua itu memang kembali kepada keikhlasan dan kepercayaan.

for you "R"DA, my bestfriend